Saturday, January 21, 2012

unexplained and uncomfortable

Something really weird happens to me sometimes. For the last few months it's been happening way more often than it usually does, but I've been experiencing it since I was pretty young.

It's hard to describe, but basically I will become intensely aware of my surroundings and myself, and for some reason it all feels completely weird and alien. Not unfamiliar--it's not like I forget who I am or where I am or anything, just that everything feels... surreal. Like I'm not supposed to be here or something. I really don;t know how to describe it, which is frustrating, since I don't know if it ever happens to other people or if it's unique to me or a really rare neurological disorder or WHAT.

I kind of feel it right now, sort of uncomfortable and weird and completely alien.

It really is the strangest thing...

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